almost time for shelving

I'm sitting in class right now, probably paying less attention that I should be. I have a deep case of the end of the semester blues. Everyone is busy and everyone has way too much work to do. This is my sixth semester here at Montgomery County Community College. I started 2016 while I was still in my senior year of high school. I guess I liked school so much I had to do it twice at the same time. 
When I started here, I was 17. I was so much younger. I remember falling in love with college life the very first day of classes. The people here were like mountains compared to the fear and judgement that happen in high school. I've always been older than my peers. Not in age, but something deep inside of me.
But as i'm sitting here, 20 and a week away from my half birthday. I feel more real than ever. I have something so great and wonderful on my event horizon that I am failing at loving every day. I look to August, and Georgia, and half the time I pretend I am there. This August I am moving to Savannah Georgia to study film at Savannah College of Art and Design, and that is all I have every wanted. 
I need to take my binoculars off though and be able to see today, otherwise I will lose these final months with my friends and loved ones. 
​But boy, I can not wait.